Apple Season

Man, I have been totally negligent with my blog lately. I guess it's because sometimes I have a lot to say and other times, my mind is quiet. Maybe it's because I have been posting on Facebook and I am expressing myself in sound bites so as not to bore all my friends? In any case, I will try to break out and go on a little for old time's sake. Last weekend, went to the local apple orchard to pick some Cortlands and Macs. The apple picking outing has been a Fall tradition in our family since I was a child. There is nothing to beat a wagon ride through the orchard watching the small new trees and the older ones laden down with the red apples. Off in the distance, one can see mountains, the valley and the vast sky - this orchard is on a hill. Being able to pick one's own fruit right off the tree is such a wonderful experience. I think the joy of this experience is spreading because it gets more and more crowded every year and last weekend was no exception. When I got the bounty home, of course, the first thing to do is to eat them. I ate a whole fresh apple and it was a little tart and very crunchy and juicy. I also made an apple crunch pie - this was a recipe they had on display at the orchard. Basically it is like an apple crisp in a pie plate, but with a much crispier sugary crust on it. Baking this with fresh apples resulted in the most luscious dessert. After my first piece, I found myself finding ways to even off all the edges. Even though I love the Fall with its crisp dry air days and the autumn bounty and vibrant colored flowers, there is always lurking the knowledge that summer is over and winter is coming. I must admit that the older I get, the more I dread winter. I used to cross country ski, but I took out my ankle in a biking wipeout and my shoulder (3 times) once in a biking accident and twice ice skating. These are 2 parts of the body essential for successful skiing and quite vulnerable if one hits an unexpected icy patch. So, my skis are in storage for now. I do still ice skate, but my favorite winter activity these days is staying inside (I do get on the treadmill to avoid complete slugdom). There is some pleasure in taking a walk on a sunny winter's day when the snow is glistening and the wind is low. Well, I guess that these are my thoughts for today - not very profound I admit, but just a day in the life.

Monday Update

This weekend I was in a very bad mood. The sun was shining - it was a bit nippy, but that wasn't it. Just kind of realizing that my parents have passed on and I was very close to them. My dog died last November and my kids seem to be really out of my life for the most part. My daughter is local and was spending quite a bit of time with us, but now has a boyfriend and has sort of cut us off. I am enjoying being with my husband - we do a lot together, but I think I just feel a lot of loss. Maybe I just need to get a cat or something - I have been thinking about it. I am also tired of the election politics at this point. I just want it to be over. We did go apple picking on Sunday - Ida Reds and golden delicious. Fresh picked apples are so crisp and delicious. I also made an apple crisp when I got home - it is of course gone by now. This all seems so boring and mundane - I must leave this post with a poem.

Sad unfair crazy bad luck

Her clothes never matched
polka dots met stripes
in colorful disharmony

Her shoes never tied
quietly clicking on the floor
tripping and slipping

Those curls in her hair sprung in every direction
kinky and unkempt
flopping wildly as she trudged down the hall

that runny nose
no kleenex I suppose

Some behind her back
Some to her face
they pointed and jeered
never slowing the pace

She had no one to call a friend
talking to herself
laughing at private jokes
to this unhealthy drama there seemed no end

until that day she came no more
We all sat in silence watching the door
her very existence becoming only lore

Later we heard she was hit by a truck
Talk about your sad unfair crazy bad luck
Tom Motes said "good riddance"
I yelled back "shut up - you dumb f--k!